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Every Drama Is Self-Created
Ṣadr (plural ṣudūr) is the chest or breast, that part of one which faces what confronts one. It is where the battles and dramas take place. It must be remembered that every drama is self-created. Every imaginable human role stirs in the breast of man: the king, the despot, the afflicted, the jealous, the strong, the doubter, and the complainer. We have to take refuge from these, take refuge in the Lord Whose mercy brings us to the recognition that everything which occurs, visible and invisible, occurs according to a just system, according to perfect laws which govern this passage, this journey through the creation.
The Meaning of the Black Stone of Ka'bah
We live in duality, and we seek to neutralize, but how do we neutralize? We neutralize our nafs by remaining silent, genuinely and positively. In that silence we have direct knowledge of the meaning of the Black Stone which is set into the corner of the Ka‘bah in Mecca. Few Muslims know the meaning of the Black Stone, even though they perform the rite of circling it and kissing it during the Ḥajj (pilgrimage) every year. Black contains all the colors — it symbolizes death, from which comes life. Life cannot be understood unless one is willing to die.
Presence, Disappearance and Urgency
We must ask ourselves what is the journey we are taking? He is already there. We have been deflected. We are looking elsewhere. Stop looking elsewhere. Be present. Do your sajdah properly. Disappear into His light and you will be overflowing with the joy of His being present in your heart. Allah says in a divinely revealed tradition: 'My heavens and the earth cannot contain me, but the heart of him who has total faith and trust contains me.' We must take responsibility. We must have urgency. This moment may never return. The companions we have, our friends, the jama'ah we love or the place we have been learning from may not be there later. Other events may take over. So live the moment urgently and ask Allah's constant ghufran and His constant generosity of karam and jud to cover us.
Sit Still With No Thoughts
Reality, or Allah, is not found in one particular place where we have to go in order to be near. It says in the Qur’an: “I am closer to you than your jugular vein” - 50:16. What is stopping us from knowing Allah is ourselves. We are far because of the so-called “I” which constantly asserts itself. We must kill our “self” first while still alive, through surrender. We must be willing to totally surrender, from our hearts, if even for one moment. All the practices of the people of Allah are nothing but techniques to enable us to reach that state, to sit still with no thoughts, and to be pure energy.